My blog really boring. I feel as though I haven’t been into the whole writing and keeping up with my blog this month. So much going on between traveling for work, reconnecting with my little one after said trip, dealing with sick kid after trip, photo sessions for an upcoming show, finally getting a few yoga poses that I had problems with, the passing of a dear relative, going to my home town, looking for a new house and finding a little bit of my spiritual self in all these areas.
Trying to have it all is exhausting and I feel that I’m missing something important, I’m missing me. I haven’t been taking care of myself, I’ve gained a few lbs, and my mental health has been a bit manic. Unfortunately my world doesn’t show any signs of slowing down soon, more business trips, hopefully a move soon, more last minute kid colds, Maggie starting preschool, trying to take off the new found weight, and reconnecting with me, taking care of me.
Even while all these things were going on the words to write them out weren’t coming to me. I had instances where I felt I had a story to tell, but when I sat down to write it out the words were lost in my crazy head. So pardon my mess as I hope to be back on track sometime soon. Or at least regain some sanity.
3 Comments
February 19, 2008 at 11:28 pm
I feel it to…sometime when I have too much to say, I can’t say anything. I hate when I get messy too…..I like to blame it on the sick winter months. I always think that I would be less of a mess if I lived in Florida……I have obviously never tested this theory.
February 20, 2008 at 2:22 pm
I hear ya sister! I haven’t been feeling my blog too much lately. I chalk it up to the winter hum-drums. I hate winter. Hope you get to feeling like yourself soon!
February 21, 2008 at 5:05 am
msmollie.
Its very hard to take care of yourself when your a mother, single mother, and a woman, as we tend to put everyone, and everything before ourselves, but most experts say ” to keep your kids happy, keep yourself happy” or something like that.
I do really believe that to be true, but I feel that as we as women in general do that, others will see us as seslfish. so, it becomes a very hard thing to do.
thanks for this post I relate largely.