I often wish I could see in the future. To make the proper decisions now to make those fabulous fortunes come true, but as we all know it’s our present actions that predict our future. I must admit, I can be a big dumb ass and my present actions are stupid mistakes. Then again how do we learn if we don’t make mistakes? My question is why do mistakes have to be so painful? Not like stubbing your toe from not picking up your feet, but emotional, heart wrenching, soul sucking, Oh my god will I ever make it through this, painful. And then you realize that it’s YOU making this mistake so painful. It’s your brain, that wretched little thing, over analyzing every detail… painfully.
During my little journey I’m currently taking, I’m trying to learn to let go. Not cover up the fact I screwed up or that it hurts, but maybe just maybe not think, obsess, and create my own private anxiety ridden hell, and let the shit go. It is a practice. I have a hard time being kind with myself (and with others). I’m trying not to be so hard.
What’s your way to learn and let go? Maybe we can help each other.
